Grieving

 I continue overweight

and now my hair is shorter

I don't feel like facing anyone

considering 

my grieving

But these are the moments when we are supposed to grin

onto smiles and laughters

to learn how to be strong.

I have a cool dog

We learn love from God above

and people are jealous

because of passion

and faith we have in life

I look to my family

they are so successful

and I am proud of them

and of my neighbors

whom never seem so pititful

I wish they respect my door shut

for which I am grateful

I am naked front to the challenges

set one day at a time

I never thought life without him

would be means to realize

how greater we are

how greater we can be

Sometimes I feel I passed too

have I gone to Heaven with you?

The angels welcomed my love

they are singing love songs and showing him purity

But I am lonely here

Holding Thor's paw

Lord may allow

another day for us to be heatlthy

living

and free.

(We have been facing attempts against our lives from the neighbors in the first floor and my deceased husband's first wife - https://ms-dos1991.blogspot.com/2021/01/ja-me-descadastrei-da-mary-help-podem.html )

Leave us alone, stay away from our door handle.

Att,

Thaís Fernanda Ortiz de Moraes